Tuesday, August 21, 2012

what a day

time flies...as always
i have been attending to new school for one month
its tiring to answer question like HOW R U DOIN THERE?
i knw u guys juz being caring to me
well my answer will always be OKOK LA
wat else? its a lie if i tell u im doin very fine and actually im not
its not a habit for me to tell someone im not ok 
first i dun wan them to worry about me,
second its also a long journey to try to explain why im in tht predicament to them
thts y im always OKOK OKOK
im still doubting whether i've choosen the right path for my future
as i duno y, my interest to science, only limited to bio 
for chemistry and physics, its kinda hard for me to get it
i hope it juz the effect for not studying in the past few months
and it will be recovered after a moment
God please!

seriously im missing old days with my secondary school frens
and with my plkn frens.
its was such a wonderful moment when we all play and joke together
in college,i feel like theres no fun
but some of my frens said mayb it juz the beginning
soon tht i will discover the craziness of my new frens
well hope so :(

God please give me wisdom and intelligence
gift me a patient and cheerful heart
so that im not always with my tenseful face

Be positive Ellen. Be positive.....

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