tomorrow is the day T___T

in less than 12 hrs
i will be in a new school
with new frens and teachers
i donno y
but now i juz hope that i will be staying at home forever
or juz be in the camp with my frens
feels like dun wan to study
i guess this is the result after so PIA for my SPM
phobia to study...
the pressure is rushing up and filling up my soul
maybe next moment  my eyes will be watery

it feels weird and i found no reason why im behaving this way
recently, i dun find myself the same as before
im more hot-tempered..
I DUNNO WHY!!
juz please GOD, help me =(
bless me
and my family too...