PLKN- part 1

in a blink of eye 
im already in the 2nd day of PLKN holidays
rewind what happened in 1st of May
it truly breaks my heart

for the first time i saw all my family members shed tears for me
of course they felt sad of letting me away from them for a few months
but look on the brighter side,
its the chance of training myself being more independent and brave
its not easy for me to face it at first too =(

during the first day 
while registering and doin all lapor things
my parents helped me to meet a frens who juz lined up behind me
peptide like me,fair like me too
but i must admit she looks much prettier than me
we sat side by side while on the bus and even in the camp
i sleep and eat, and almost every stuff is done with her companion

while waving goodbye with my family
the uncontrollable tears juz rushed out when my dad telling me last words b4 i got into the bus
he hugged me as i cried..and i made him and mom and sis and bro tearing too
(gosh even im typing this im still tearing)
SORRY GUYS TO MAKE U ALL CRIED

the first night was unbearable
the pain of missing my family was indescribable
tht night i lay on my bed with tears rolling and rolling down my cheeks
 thank God i survived =`)

30 days of being there,our phone was only being sophisticated 5 days
its true that our camp commander is a nice person 
(as long as we maintain our good discipline)
thanks God i met a group of FAMILY here 
and we take care of each other too =)
we will do so until the end of PLKN too =*

this sunday i will be returning to PLKN and continue to stay there until middle of july
hopefully i have made up my mind of taking what courses 
and i wish i dun regret for what i've chosen later.
May god bless me with his merciness  
and send his angels and peace with me and my family all day long

Missing u all my GFF =)

-sayonara-