waving goodbye :'\

its been a long long long long time since i update my blog
its not because my life is full with busy works
it just i dun have a komputa in my hse
i actually got...juz it aged haha

talking bot few months ago
i admit i didnt do anything useful
but i enjoyed this too-free holidays as u cant get it after u start ur college
at least i had the moment that some ppl cant get rite?
juz appreciate although i juz eat sleep eat sleep

talking bot cars...
thank God i passed JPJ test after three times of retest and i think it took almost a month
its really painful when i saw lots of comments bot YEAH I PASSED
i dun blame them for showing off.they were juz happy rite
anyway i got my P
and starting to drive (I LOVE TO DRIVE)
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SPM...
i think i should be grateful to God bcuz he arranged my last JPJ test day before SPM result release
mayb he juz wan to distract me from thinking too much
and it really worked
thankfully i didnt disappoint my parents and teachers
feel good tht they are proud!! =)
i will work harder in future and thank God for listening my prayers =*
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well its so annoying of hearing ppl asking
WHAT R U DOIN NOW? WORKING? NO WORK? THEN WHAT?
HOW BOT UR STUDY? WHEN AND WHERE AND WHAT?
i think i dun have to give u a detailed answer as i didnt tell my parents too
sometimes i felt so irritated that i cant give u the answer u wan and u'll kip asking and asking
well juz wait and see then u will know what i will be doing later rite?
U HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT U CANT BE SO GEBOH OF OTHER PPL LIFE
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anyway im gonna disappear for months, so this prob will be left aside first
its sad and overwhelming to hear my lil bro said
JIE,DUN GO OR ELSE I WILL BE VERY SAD AND CRY
he even say that he sobbing this morning on the bed while thinking that i will be going there
hey,i duno that u care so much for me =) so sweet!!
not oni my lil bro,same to the other siblings
well i wish and i dun wan to go too...
haiz...juz wish i will stay strong and keep my eyes dry that day PLEASE!!
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its frustrating when listening to many ppl with diff kind of view
A said this is good but B with no
God please direct my future ;)

to frens, i will be missing u guys
still.... frens forever =D
to family, i love u all =)

--FIN